Homecoming is next Saturday, and I haven't even been asked yet :( 2 of my closest friends even got asked. I might not go since most of my friends either got asked or is not going. O well, I've got a lot of recorded shows I can catch up on I guess.
My ehh not really best friend anymore, she broke up with my best guy friend. Right after she did, she called me and made sure that I wouldn't go out with him since apparently she's jealous of me. Well what the heck?? Why is a best friend jealous?? They shouldn't be. Well anyway, He and I went to the football game alone (it wasn't a date, i swear. It was just a guy and a girl being friends and hanging out. Trust me it is POSSIBLE). She called me after that saying that she had several witnesses saying that we were flirting and asked if we were dating. She got upset over that and got pissed at him and I, not giving us a chance to explain ourselves at all. Very accusatory! Well she later appoligized, but the fact that she didn't beleive me because she is jealous.... I mean, come on! You should, I don't know... Trust! your friend a little more. I've done so much for her. So we'll see how that turns out
This one guy told me that he likes me, but he doesn't want a relationship though. So I don't know what he wants from me. He hasn't had his firt kiss yet, so I know he isn't looking for sex. He's most likely not ready for that stage in the game haha. I don't really know if I like him. When I'm around him and it's just the two of us, Yeah I kinda want to be with him, but I think that if it's just only then, then I don;t think I truely like him. He's nice though, and really out going. I do say though.... he's not that good looking though. O well.
I have been so busyt this month..... I'm in Mock Trial at high school, which has practice on tuesdays and thusedays from 5pm-8pm, Also a pagent for the city to be the outstanding teen and they have rehersals every saterday, and then also drivers Ed. class on saterdays as well from 9 to 4.... this is probabily why I am sick! i just got blessed with a cold two days ago and stayed at home, sick yesterday haha. O well, I hope I get better soon.
Yesterday, I was trying to tell my parents a story about school, and my dad interupted me because I said "like", and I know he is trying to break me of the habit. But I think it's a little rude to interupt someone when they are in the middle of a comversation. I've had enough of him not letting me talk, so I left the room. I said "alright" and left. Then latter that night, I sat weith my family and shared the coutch with my dad. He picked at everything I did. If i talked, he would tell me to shut up, but if my mom talked or my grandma, he wouldn't say anything (yes, my grandma is visiting for the weekend). So I finally had enough (by the way, it wasn't just the talking, I'd just be sitting there and I'd be going sometghing wrong), I just left because I didn't want to take it anymore. Also today, I was planning on just wearing sweet pants to the pagent rehersal, yet my mom told me not to when I woke up this morning. She said that she just found out that I need to wear what I am planning on wearing for the talent postion, so I was running a minut behind and my dad said that I need better time managment skills. Gesh! how about a goodmorning :), but no i get this little lovely thing said at me. Well what the heck! So in thew car my dad said you don't need to stress so much. It's only one little thing (the sencond thing my dad said to me all day, yet other little "lovely" thing) I was only "stressing" because I didn't know that my mom had taken my CD, which I needed for the rehersal and put it in the car. So gave me a big lecture about that, and I was so fed up with him at that point. He has done nothing but bicker about me lately! So i've finnally had it with him. Mom has told him to stop being such a donkey towards me and realize that I can not meet his expectations, since he expects a perfect robot daughter. I am just done with him. I will be nice and say hello, good-bye, and goodnight, reply when he asks questions, but other than that, if he wants anything personal from me and wants a father daughter relationship, he is going to have to work for it since I am tired giving him chance after chance to make it right.
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