I said hi to my dad this morning, as he was hosing the backyard. He was right next to the dinning room and the sliding door was open. He did not respond, but continued to water the yard. Mom says he didn't hear me and I think that is bogus. I think he heard me, but he is just being a turd about it. O well, I have to act normal so to my family I will not let them know that this is bothering me. I can not let it affect my actions. It sucks having to plaster a smile on your face, this is an art I've had to master for a very long time. Sometimes my mask falls and that would explain the incident where dad opened the door and said to get out and the time I got slapped. When my mask falls, so does the peace in the family. Be myself? well go preach it to someone else. It's like in the song "reflection" from Mulain, my dad will not except who I am and what I feel and what I think. At least I've only got three years of this and then, Cya bye. I'm out to find where people actually care about my opinion.
I ended up taking care of the trash, clean the bathroom and bedroom, dusted, and vacummed the whole up stairs. I'll admit it wasn't that much. Next stop is ferret litter. Also, he made a mess in his cage; flung food everywhere and I just cleaned his whole cage yesterday. He is a pig. Sorry males, but most of you are. My dad came down the stairs as I was going up, we exchanged "hi" looking at each other, but no words whats so ever. What a jack a_ _ he is being, but there is nothing I can do about him.
Ok funny story time...
Today we had a cable guy come in to fix our tv. He was a little late because of traffic. When he got here, he asked if he could use the restroom. After he was done with his business, he does what he needed to do at the tv and then asks if he can go outside and look at the cables out there. He ends up playing ball with my dog who is outside. Then comes back in does some things. Then says "ok I think I'm done here". Three minuets later he comes back to ask if he could use the microwave to heat up his lunch. THE CABLE GUY WHO WON'T LEAVE!!! Atleast the tv is fixed though
~Response for the comments~
To- ima girl ("Don't worry about the comments being lost, you will get better, after all you are new to blogging.btw that was a nice thing to save our comments in this post :) You are good at putting your thoughts down and this blog can help a lot of people ♥" on Life Rolls on)
Thank you for your encouragement. And yes I did just join a week ago and am learning the new gizmo's and gadgets that are on this site. I will always save comments on my posts. I find that it makes the followers feel that I am reading what they have to say because they can see that I am responding back to them and that it will stay on there forever and ever. Also makes them realize a little bit more that I am not just words on your computer screen. I do exist and I am human. So anytime I get a comment, I will always publish and respond on the next post (as long as the comment is appropriate). Lastly, thank you. I am happy to hear that you are enjoying my thoughts and that you find them good. I do hope that this blog will help people. That would be nice.
Well TTFN (ta-ta for now). I am sure I will post more about the day as my day goes on, but for this morning... I have nothing more to add.
Sincerely your blogger,
Shelly
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