"I love you..." :/

So Sadie's is coming up and I am working on how in going to ask "C" to that dance... I'm thinking of having something on his desk in each class and have a lil tag on each of them spelling S-A-D-I-E-S? I don't want to just ask him... How boring :P I also want to show him how it's done lol. Since he just plainly asked me to winter formal. He still is saying "I love you", but it's in texts now. I haven't responded to them, since it'll be in the conversation. I'm afraid to love him and then have it break my heart. So I do have strong feelings though. Tonight he is apparently going to tell me a secret about him, he doesn't want me to tell anyone. I'm scared... My last bf that told me a secret... Well it was that he did drugs and that ended up breaking us up. So i don't know what to expect.

"C" told me last night that his mom probably will not approve of me. He he hasn't told his parents that we are together yet. She won't like me for three reasons according to him. One I don't share the same religious beliefs, two I am into acting and singing and she does not believe in arts she believes in strictly academics. Art is a waste of time according to her. Also the third reason why she probably wouldn't like me is because I am not in the same smart classes has "C" is and therefor according to what "C" said she would think that he can do better. So he wants me to meet his parents so that way they got to know me before they started to Judge. :/ so hopefully they'll like me. I have never had any problems with adults, they all usually like me. Yet his mom seems to have a stick up her butt. Very controlling. Wouldn't even let "C" pick his own classes for the next year at school, all boring academic classes not one class that he actually wants to do. She won't even talk to him and discuss it at all.

Also why I don't want to say "I love you" back is I might be moving to south Carolina. My family's on the fence about it. I have yet to tell Connor. I'm also afraid to tell him and since I don't know for sure if we are, I'll wait till we know for sure.

Also I made The choir solo :D so yay!!

Sincerely,
Shelly <3