Saturday, February 4, 2012

Learn more about the other, the more they seem to shine

Well today "C" and I talked on the phone. We have a discrepancy in religious beliefs. I am egoistic (don't have a particular belief) and he is Christian. He says he doesn't mind, yet I can tell he wishes I was Christian. It hurts him to think about if we were to both die, that his beliefs, based on what I believe, I wouldn't go to heaven. He doesn't believe that I am a bad person or anything, just that you simply have to believe in Christ to go to heaven, yet he says that it isn't his job to say or decide who goes to heaven or not. He says he isn't going to break up with me because of whatever I want to believe. He excepts me for who I am and likes all that he sees. He is honestly the most nicest, sweetest, smartest, soft spoken, gentalman like guy I have ever met. He may not be the tough, muscular, the best looking guy at school, but his personality and machuraty is 1 in a billion. He is the kind of guy that you wish your daughter would meet. He already has strong feelings for me. He says he likes me a lot, yet I know tonight he wanted to say that he loves me, but didn't want to freak me out. I like him alot, I wouldn't be surprised if I end up loving him sooner or later. I just hope we last for awhile. I really like how he doesn't like me for my looks. Though he probably thinks it is a plus (not trying to seem conceded), he doesn't let that define his judgement. He is not at all like my dad. He will treat me right and would never slap or hit me. He knows that if he mistreats me (which he won't) that I will not be so dumb as to stay, but no, he treats me right. He makes sure that I am comfortable and happy. He tells me all the time that he does not want to pressure me in something I don't want to about anything. I trust him. That is a lot for me, to trust some one.

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