Friday, October 21, 2011

Stress is eating me alive!

I don't think I am pregnant, yet it is really bothering and making me stress. I have a little more tummy then what I normally have, yet that is the only "sign" and that I have my period in awhile (but I haven't had regular yet.... but a little TMI especially for the guys, sorry!). I feel like stress is eating me away. I'll have to wait till at least Monday and hope that my friend's mom got the pregnancy test! Ugh it really sucks, I outright hate this feeling. I am scared, I'll admit it. I want to talk to my ex-boyfriend, yet I don't want to scar him until I know for sure. I also want someone to talk to about it, and it seems like him and my friend are my only options.

I had to get some black dressy pants. I am not a fancy type of person since jeans and a t-shirt are my preference. It was interesting trying to look for stuff. As my mom saw me try on a few dresses she did say that my stomach was a little pouched out, yet she thinks it's because I need more nutrition in my diet. I hope that's what it is, just fat and nothing more. I feel horrible!


Sincerely,
Shelly

Candle light by Relient K



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